Everyone's here
Everybody's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next?
I dare you to move…
Everybody's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next?
I dare you to move…
Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
Between who you are and who you could be
Between how it is and how it should be
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
Between who you are and who you could be
Between how it is and how it should be
I can’t believe I am letting him come back with me to my house on a school night. But damn, the kiss at my car has me completely unraveled. I tried saying goodnight, but instead my lust has me thinking something completely different. Naked Biz.
I could swear he followed just a foot behind my car the whole way home to my driveway. He was already opening my driver-side door as I was taking off my seatbelt. My whole body was on alert; I wanted him so bad that I once again felt like a horny high school teenager.
We walked into the house and the next thing I knew he was closing the door by pushing my back against it as his hands were groping at my sensitive tits and kissing me senselessly. I couldn’t help but cry out as he literally ripped my shirt open, causing the buttons to go clinking across the floor. I hurriedly pulled his tight fitting t-shirt over his head and threw it to the floor with mine. I pulled away from his lips so that I could lick and bite at his beautiful, muscular chest, taking his nipples into my mouth and swirling my tongue around them as my nails ran up and down his skin, leaving red trails behind.
His hands were tangled in my hair when he pulled my mouth back up to his, assaulting me. I cried out as his hands roughly pushed down underneath the waistband of my jean shorts and found me dripping wet for him as he dipped his large fingers into me. I unbuttoned my shorts, allowing them to slip to the floor and went to work on his. Soon, we were standing naked once more in my foyer.
I dropped down to my knees and began running my tongue up and down his shaft as his hands slipped back into my hair. “Fuck Ari, you are amazing,” he moaned out, giving me the courage to take him completely in my mouth and begin sucking on him like a lollipop as I cupped his balls in my hand, kneading them. His moans echoed off the walls and after working him for a time until I felt him pull back my head, forbidding me go in for more. I looked up at him to see what the problem was and I found him looking down at me with a face of desire.
“As wonderful as that feels, it still does not compare to being inside of you, princess. Let’s go upstairs so I can feel you around me,” he pleaded as he helped me up off the floor and pulled me against his hard, naked body. He kissed me fully on the lips and then scooped me up to carry my upstairs to my bed.
He laid me down on my back and pulled me to the edge of the bed as he placed my legs on his shoulders. I watched and giggled as he dipped a finger into my dripping pussy as he made a face that looked like he was surprised to find me ready and then sucked my wetness of his fingers.
“Mmm, you still taste as delicious as I remember from the other night,” he growled as he placed the head of his large erection at my opening, teasing me a bit before pushing slowly into me. I couldn’t help by sigh out loudly and ball my hands in the blankets to gain leverage as I pushed myself against him, bringing him deeper into me as I arched up. He kissed and nipped at my toes as he set a work-horse pace, slamming into me to my satisfaction. It was nice to have a lover that wanted to make sure we both were getting what we wanted out of the session. It was almost like I had been having sex with Paul for the last several years, he knew exactly what buttons to push and when to put me over the edge.
When my orgasm hit, he had me up on my knees, crashing balls deep into me as he spanked my ass hard. His hands were fisted in my hair, pulling my head back as I cried out like a feral animal. The added pain mixed in with the pleasure was heavenly. We both collapsed onto the bed laughing at the absurd thought of how the sex seemed to have been even better than the other night.
“I’m afraid of hurting you, but you cry out for more so I push the limit even further,” he said still out of breath as he looked over at me seriously.
I smiled shyly as my self-consciousness started to kick in. “I’ve never been like this in the bedroom. You don’t think me a freak, do you?”
Instead of laughing at me like I thought he would, he rolled over onto his side, propping his head up on his hand. “Let me tell you a secret. It is one of the hottest things when a woman lets go of the taboo and just enjoys herself. I can tell you aren’t faking anything and it makes you so fucking sexy that thinking about it gives me such a hard-on,” he said honestly as he picked up a couple pieces of my hair and began playing with them, sending shivers through me.
“You’re cold, do you want to get under the blankets?”
I looked over at the clock to see that it was already midnight and I had to be up in 6 hours for school. He must have seen me grimace and hesitate.
“You have school in the morning, don’t you?”
I nodded slowly, because as much as I didn’t want to send him away, I knew our explosive physical need for each other was not going to get me sleep.
“I’ll go home, it’s not a big deal,” he said softly as he kissed my head. “I’ll get you tucked in and I’ll lock the door when I leave.”
“I’m sorry, Paul. I just make a big deal about being awake for class…”
“Don’t worry about it. We aren’t even boyfriend and girlfriend, so I wouldn’t expect to stay here,” he said in a non-chalant tone as he sat up, cutting off my words. Ouch.
My heart clenched when he said about not being boyfriend or girlfriend. I don’t think he meant it to be as condescending as it sounded, but it still hurt to a certain degree. To be truthful I should have been relieved that he seemed to think of this as nothing more than a couple mind-blowing escapades. No pressure or tie down, right? I think it proves that all the words he has said were never truthful. Isn’t this what I believed all along?
“So how are things going with you and the chick you brought to the party the other night?” Scottie asked as we drove along in the golf cart to the 9th hole.
I stretched back and put my hands behind my head as I left out a snort. “She was a nice diversion, but like Ari warned me, she doesn’t last long in any type of relationship; told me after I dropped her off at home on Sunday morning that it was nice, but that I wasn’t her type.”
“Nice,” Scottie said, shaking his head. My thoughts exactly. “Well, at least you are starting to get back into the groove of things. It’s what you wanted to do, right?”
“Yeah, it is,” I admitted for the first time out loud and probably for the first time to myself. As soon as the words were out of my mouth a loud crash occurred, causing Uppie and I jolt forward. Once I got my bearings, I turned around to find Biz and Woliski behind us laughing hysterically.
“You guys were going to slow!” Biz yelled, waving his putter at us. He looked like a complete kook in his black rimmed glasses, sideways golf hat, and obnoxious plaid shorts with knee-high argyle socks.
“This isn’t bumper cars you ass-wipes!” Scottie yelled back semi-annoyed yet laughing because it was funny.
“Well, we’d like to get to the next hole today, Upshall!”
“Like you have anywhere important to go?!” I yelled back.
“I have to go home and try out all the brands of toilet paper that were given to me today at the rink!!” he yelled back, acting serious.
Wow, how did I find such crazy friends?!
A couple days went by…
“Have you talked to Ari lately?” Biz asked as he stood above me, spotting me while I was chest pressing weights in the team weight room. Training camp officially started tomorrow and I was completely ready to get back into the groove of things.
I blew out a puff of air before answering, “Um, no. I figured she hadn’t called me because I assumed you were taking up all her time.”
Biz left out a snort, “No, but I wish that was the case.”
I looked up at him and gave him a confused look, “I thought you followed her home Monday night?”
“I did, we had a hot session, tucked her in for bed because I knew she had to get up the next morning for work and then I went home. I texted her Tuesday, but she never answered me back. I just figured she was tired from the night before and didn’t feel like talking. Well I tried calling her yesterday and still no answer. Haven’t tried yet today because she’s obviously at work yet, but I thought for sure if there was an issue, she’d talk to you.”
I nodded to him to help me put the bar back up in the rack, he helped me and then I sat up. “I dunno I’m not the one to solve all your love issues. Why don’t you stop over at her house or something?”
I glanced over to find him semi-sulking. “Um, I did and she didn’t answer the door. I could have sworn I saw the curtain move upstairs, but she never came to the door. I’m telling you, she is so hot and cold. I don’t know how to deal with this!” he whined like a drama queen. “So, I went to the sushi bar last night with this hot half-Korean chick last night…”
“You what?!” I sputtered, completely floored that one moment he was just whining about not seeing the girl he supposedly had these real feelings for and then goes on to say something about this hot Korean chick. BOOM, takes on a whole new meaning.
“Ari and I are not 100% exclusive. I promised to go on a date with this girl the other week when I arrived here. She actually lives in the apartment complex across the street from me,” he said, still not realizing how much of a big deal this was. “Besides, we just went out for dinner. No sex and not even a good night kiss, except on the hand.”
I was fuming at this point as I walked into the locker room and punched one of the locker doors that were hanging open. “This is exactly the shit I was talking about, Biz. Fucking Christ! Ari doesn’t call you for two fucking days and you decide it’s a grand idea to go out on a date with someone else in the mean time. Did you ever think about sending her flowers or staking out on her door step for an evening? I mean for shit sakes Paul, you fucking mowed her lawn in a speedo to get her attention! You mean to tell me you have no other ideas? If you really like her as much as you claim you do, I’m pretty sure you wouldn’t be going on a date with any other girl, promise or no promise.”
He stood there with his mouth dropped, gaping at me.
“What?!” I yelled at him.
“I don’t think I’ve ever seen you lose your temper like this.”
“I told you not to fuck with Ari,” I roared back as Shane came into the locker room to see what the commotion was about.
“I didn’t fuck with her, jeez. Chill out. I just told you that I did not even kiss the chick.”
“You are fucking ridiculous, you know that?!” I yelled, pulling away from Shane who was standing with a hand on my arm in case I decided to lunge at Biz. “You don’t deserve her man,” I grumbled as I decided on foregoing the shower until I got home.
Later on that night I texted Ari, who answered me right away.
Me: U up for pizza n some college football?
Ari: Sounds perfect. Time?
Me: Half hour?
Ari: C u then!
So I stopped by our favorite pizza place and headed over to the house. I knocked on the door only to be yelled at when she opened it.
“Since when do you knock?” she asked with a smile. This was an argument we’ve had ever since we became friends; unfortunately I was a polite Canadian boy who always felt it rude not to knock.
I have to admit that I was taken back by her natural beauty. She was wearing fleece yoga pants, Arizona State
“Sorry,” she said looking down at her feet. “I was comfortable and I didn’t want to change.”
“Why would I care?” I laughed as I walked by her, trying to shake the stupid ideas from my head.
“Well that’s what I figured,” she said with a smile in her voice as she followed me to the kitchen. I set the pizza down on the counter and looked up to find her holding out a beer and a plate.
“Perfect!” I complimented as I loaded my plate up with a slice and put one on her plate. We headed out to the living room and turned on the TV for an evening of relaxation and football.
It was half time when she spoke up about Biz. “I’m gathering he told you that I haven’t answered his phone calls?”
“He mentioned something today.”
“Is that why you are here? To check up on me?” she asked with a hint of disdain in her voice.
“Yes and no. His asking about you reminded me that I hadn’t talked to you either in a couple days, and since pizza and football is your favorite, I figured it was an easy shoe in the door,” I answered as she kicked at me from the other side of the couch. “If you don’t want to talk about it, you don’t have it,” I said seriously, a little disappointed with myself for the fact that I was basically lying to her. I came over here to figure out if she knew about Biz’s date yet, and if she didn’t then I was debating on if it should be my place to tell her. I didn’t want to hurt her.
“You will probably tell me that I am over reacting again,” she said with a sad smile.
“As long as you don’t sit here and sob like a blubbering fool again, I’m all ears.”
She left out a giggle as the memory played across her face. “No, it’s not that bad.”
“Okay??”
“Well Monday night we came back here and well, you know…”
“No, tell me,” I mocked, bracing for a punch. Instead she just shot me her death look and I just shot her back my pretty boy smile. Works on her every time.
“You’re an ass, Taylor
I nodded, encouraging her to keep going as my heart began to clench.
“He actually was really cool about it, but then he said something that seemed to slap me in the face…”
“What?” I asked, now very curious.
“Well he made a comment about us not even being a real couple... I know this is true, but then it also made me think about how great the sex was yet I don’t think it’s just the sex I want.”
“You want a relationship.” I finished for her.
She looked up at me shyly and nodded her head slowly. “I like Paul a lot. For some reason I have come to find him very fascinating but I still can’t get the nagging idea out of my head that he is in it for just the sex. I know I’m at that age that it shouldn’t be a huge deal, but you know I’m not that kind of girl. Hell, I only had sex with 2 other people before Steven. My mind just keeps yelling ‘he’s said this to prolly 20 other women,’ when he says something sincere to me. After he said the words I felt…cheap. Am I overreacting?”
“I felt the same way with Rachel in the respect that she’s also been around the block, now that I think about it,” I blurted out unexpectedly. She’s not over reacting, she’s completely correct in her worries. I think. Aagh, I don’t know what to tell her…
“Really?” she asked surprised.
“Yeah.”
“We are pathetic.”
“Nah, we’ve just been through a lot and it’s hard to just throw it all to the wind. I don’t think the high standards are such a bad thing, but of course they don’t make life any easier.”
She looked up at me with her beautiful hazel eyes and just nodded in agreement as my inner demons struggled to keep control of my mouth. She shouldn’t hear the information from me; it should come from Biz. I wanted to give the guy a chance to right his own wrongs; I was not going to get in the middle of this.
3 comments:
Taylor is so into ari! He is just not realizing it yet! I hope he does soon! Biz is a douche! Come in you don't take another girl on a date- he probably did want some after the date to! Advice for ari- go for Taylor:)
Yay! Alot more Taylor in the chapter. He likes her! Cmon, Biz goess out with another girl? Are you for real?As for Ari and Taylor, they are soooo good for each other. They just dont realize it yet!
Great update! :)
Hmm, I was just getting the friends vibe off TayPy, but apparently not. Is what Biz said about bf/gf a brief lapse or how he really feels? Dating someone else is wrong, but Biz didn't sleep with her, which is probably a first. Always awkward at the beginning of a relationship, but honesty would help these kids a ton.
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